Things are going to change for me

I feel like the time has come for me to make a change in my life...health wise. I've set goals for myself and I know I will achieve them soon. I also will be later in this blog trying to keep up with my progress. I've taken the beginning steps by taking some before pictures as well as my measurements, because I think it will be helpful to me as a source of encouragement to myself and others. I can do it. I am also in the process of growing my nails so there might be some product reviews on that, as well as some natural products for my skin, hair, and nails. I am excited about my future and I can't believe I waited this long to do healthy things for myself.

Oh I'm also challenging myself to only drink water this entire week and nothing else... So I will hopefully blog about my journey with my new lifestyle daily as well as my new workout regime.

276... What

I haven't posted in some time now... I've just been down in the dumps lately. I don't know if it's because I'm stressed about school or what. I've been kind of depressed and I have no confidence in myself about anything. I have absolutely no energy and I really want to make a positive change in my attitude and the way I think of myself. I feel like no one loves me and my mind always goes to this thought every couple of months. I don't want to be alone, I shouldn't feel like this.

Fall is here

Well technically it's the second day of fall and the high is still 94 today but I know temperatures are going to dip down soon. I love fall weather. I get to wear cute jackets, beautiful scarfs, and boots. I can't wait. I decided to get a new hairstyle two weeks ago and I now have a huge twist out Afro it is so cute, big hair all the way. I've been getting alot of compliments from people so that makes me happy. I also redecorated my room and our bathroom a tiny bit. More floral and colorful. Work is ok, my classes are extremely hard...econometrics is going to be the death of me. Oh tomorrow is Nisha's 21st birthday so we are going out to eat and going out for drinks (thanks mom) so it will be great, and shoe shopping that's always fun. I need to stop Internet shopping. I keep stumbling upon cool websites and I end up spending all of my money on make-up, shoes, and natural hair care products. I have to save for my India trip. What am I going to do when I'm out on my own and in the real world.

So little to say.....

But so much time, despite my empty mouth the words are in my mind.
Well my summer is technically over and the fall semester starts this Thursday, how sad. This past summer session I made a B and a B+, so that wasn't bad.

I'm going to India in July! Bangalore and if I'm lucky Mumbai,I'm so lucky. I plan on stuffing my face with delicious food, shopping, visiting amazing temples and visiting the financial sectors of both cities (I need to sort of make this educational) I plan on using money from christmas and my birthday to fund this trip as well as possibly money from family members that might want to sponsor me.

I am currently at work, my boss left to do an interview, he should be back any minute. My computer is still broken so I will be getting a new one soon, in the meantime this iPhone will have to suffice. This makes blogging a little more difficult

I FAIL....

I have come to the realization that I will never be a professional blogger, or even a semi-professional blogger. I guess I am more content with my bench warmer approach to this blog, every month or so I will contribute a sprinkle of madness that I will so happen to jot down while my laptop is infront of me. I don't know.

I am so confused with things right now, I've decided I will be moving when the spring semester is over, no matter what. Goodbye Texas Tech University hello some school somewhere on the east coast, I have yet to decide where exactly, but I have 10 months to figure this out.

I didn't get that internship, but thats not going to keep me down, I'm still going to be an acomplished economist by the time i'm 30.

I also am vowing now to not spend any money on things that I don't need. I waste so much money and now I need to buy a new computer, pay for my summer 2 classes, and eventually have money for when I move. So it's going to be hard but I can do it, besides I've been working more and I should have the money for Tech in Aug and the computer....

Being an adult sucks... and I haven't asked my parents for any money in months. I like being independent, and I now think that everything that I want now and in the future I can achieve all by myself.

I need to get back to studying

Painting

Finally bought some paint and did some DIY home improvements. We installed a crazy cool shower head as well as paint an accent wall in our house. We choose the color Rich Navy, so it looks like a sapphire. Also made a trip to the mall and bought some makeup and then we went to Seoul, I love Korean food. I'm pretty much exhausted because I had to call tmobile and have them give me the money back that they owed me. I should sleep because I'm going to Home Depot in the morning for more paint and we have to clean the kitchen hardcore.

New phone

Just bought a new phone today... My blackberry died so now I have an iPhone now. Work was actually fun, el jefe bought us enchiladas.they were so good. Work was sort of boring so I left at 3 or so. Oh I'm updating this blog from my phone. Me and Nisha ordered Chinese food from Legends and we're watching movies. Diet starts tomorrow,hoping for some results.